加州雲飛

Watch your thoughts;
they become words.
Watch your words;
they become actions.
Watch your actions;
they become habits.
Watch your habits;
they become character.
Watch your character;
it becomes your destiny.

记得以前听过这么一句话，记忆是由空白填充的··不知道别人怎么想，对我来说空白确实填充了记忆····就算回想起昨天的一切，但是剩下的一切还是由空白填充满了··一分一秒，除了意识就是空白了····我知道我昨天吃了pizza，当想到这个的时候别的都是空白····回忆貌似只能有意识的去再现目前在想的东西，不过也是以黑白的形式，再现的也只是意识···没有画面了··算了····不脑残了···正常一点·······反正都是空白·····

刚才看到句话，There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so--------------by Shakespeare. 不知道为什么这么说·····thinking makes human 进而makes society…..成规的东西就是那样定义了good or bad， evil貌似不适合在这里····善恶好像是良心规则的···或者也是thinking规则的···no idea here···那到底是人类定义了good or bad还是良心定义了good or bad···or something else····脑残again·····shiba了····

一个project due Monday，然后么··作业一堆···还要做个另外一个announcement这个不计好了···别的么··不知道了···觉得蛮忙了···期末了···唉···快的·····买个罐夏威夷果···没事的时候啃点···又开始吃nuts了···无奈····这习惯改不了······下载再买的时候一定改买口香糖了·····嚼一嚼更健康······呃·······昨天风刮的好大····走在外面一种推背的感觉···呃····雨一点点· ·不敢撑伞···撑了伞就变成超人走了··········写作业了······解决一个是一个·····

Still 12 mins early, will begin at 10:00 Nov. 19…..Google Chrome OS Webcast….Google终究是按捺不住,还是闯进了OS这个领域….不知道它有没有能力带领着LINUX 打破微软目前个人微操系统的绝对统治地位….虽然G的手机OS发布以来,G PHONE频出,市场前景也不错…但是在手机智能领域还没有一枝独大的时候有这样的结果也是预料之中的事情…但是在PC市场想靠一个OS就打破M的垄断…总觉得有点不实际…用户用惯的不仅仅是Windows还有上面搭建起来的软件平台,没有OFFICE的OS不知道怎么想象…很多人用惯了一样软件可能不会再花时间去学习另一个相同功能的软件了….LETS SEE…..除非Chrome上面人们惯用的软件也能在一时壮大起来…也就是说LINUX的对应软件需要有与W抗衡的情况下以后再看Chrome今后到底回如何….

也没什么···就像感叹一下这这世道····品牌形象没有永久的老大··消费者很容易就被一个品牌引导向另一个品牌··只要宣传得当，适应新的消费形式···没有什么不可能的····

记得还是小时候的时候moto这牌子响当当的···貌似提起手机就想起摩托罗拉···现在呢···昔日的皇帝也沦落到分残羹剩饭的地步··也许说的凄惨了点··但每况愈下的手机业务确实已经成了moto的心病··2003年左右的时候靠着超薄的概念最后红火了一把就觉得一直一蹶不振了····从前对nokia的印象一直不错··记得第一只用的手机就是nokia的首款天线内置的8210··初中的时候吧··貌似那机子现在还偶尔待命一下···手机业的老大地位就算现在也是当仁不让··不过业绩的下滑也不是一天两天了···自从iphone的出现打破了现有的游戏规则，N记的业务每年都在下滑···09年目前在智能手机的全球市场份额已经跌至了35%反而iphone则升至了30%，在人们心中高高在上的N记现在也过得狼狈不堪····wifi的兴起，3G的普及··加之人们对互联网的依赖程度的上升···这些都导致了N记手机的不足之处的显现，尤其当iphone的出现给人们的思维注入了新的活力之后··人们发现手机原来可以这样用···实时的互联网接入···邮件的查收·······虽然黑莓也这样··但是这相貌···我就不说了··本来一直蛮看好iphone被联通引进的···但是现在wifi模块的一去··加之这离谱的价格···真的不知道联通这翻身牌打不打得好了···虽然拿到了WCDMA的网络··但是这样的服务怎么才能让别人把它当成第二个移动来看待········拿到TD的移动虽然网络差点····貌似就算打着国人自主知识产权的口号也貌似不怎么叫卖···终端的缺少确实是个痛病··moto貌似也看准了这个，TD手机貌似出了几款···连个Ophone也出了····相当卖力的在讨好移动····nokia到目前为止貌似只出了一款TD的手机···在中国这个市场······藐视移动貌似下场一般不会很好·······但也就是这几年···不知道过几年中国的电讯市场有没有可能洗牌·····

N记貌似真的老了·····看着现在智能机市场的混战···N记有点力不从心了····iphone的出现带来了大屏手机的消费观念····台湾的HTC就别说了·····靠diamond打入了市场···老牌的Windows mobile厂商····国内的多普达······口碑不错·····但是由于wm系统在智能机器里面的市场份额一向不大····导致无法对苹果造成多大的威胁···但是随着Windows mobile6.5的出现微软也开始花大力气在手机操作系统上了···把Windows mobile·更名成Windows phone··这个phone那个phone的·····翻成中文就这个电话那个电话的···土不土的····还喊的来个起劲·····无奈······但是微软除了钱别的也不多····所以光砸砸钱这个市场份额上去也只是个时间问题·······Google也适时的跟进加入了这个市场··叫google PHONE·····唉······但是只提供操作系统Android(貌似核心还是Linux····)也不准备自己出手机，和微软的策略差不多····黑莓么···貌似在北美卖的不错···貌似占据第一的市场份额··但在中国··由于网络提供商服务跟不上没办法···还没打进中国市场······不知道如果联合移动会不会有什么出路······Nokia这个时候···出了叹息symbian系统拖累了自己向智能方向的发展··别的不知道还能怎么办了····自己买了symbian结果现在越做系统越老····代码沉积不说网络体验也不是很好·····安装软件证书又是个问题····双刃剑啊··没办法·····moto么靠着google不知道在智能手机上能不能翻身····但是就现在出的几款的样子来看····难·····················N记的n900貌似已经改用linux编的个啥系统了··忘记了·······没见过·······总之现在的手机制造商都想在智能市场没有完全安定下来提前框好自己的潜在客户···乱啊················

没用过多少智能机器····当年的8210后来换了飞利浦···然后是moto的E398之后变成了N80现在是HD····貌似就是n80和HD算的上智能阵营里面的一员··s60的symbian和Windows mobile 6.5的系统···记得当年e398时期··那个兴奋的···有个摄像头丫的还只能拍照片···想拍视频？那得刷系统···········好不容易等到可以拍视频的系统出来了·····换代了······那时候在那机器上花的时间蛮多的·····刷机成砖过一次···又自己救回来了···想想蛮搞笑的·······废了那么多力气弄出来的这些个功能···别的手机买来都是自带的········无奈不无奈·······当初拿到N80的时候看了下那2英寸的屏幕···大呀！！看着wifi···感叹呀！！！！琢磨着操作系统··先进呀·····但是当用了Windows mobile··以后····symbian的那个弱智啊········唉·······个人觉得Windows mobile这系统蛮好的·····只要机器性能够了系统的优势就显现出来了····电邮收发很方便··出去吃饭的时候还能查查email····别的话该有的功能都有了···天气呀，GPS呀··照相设想呀·····日历什么的···总之目前手机该有的功能都有了·····就是唯一一点···使用上也许不是每个人都觉得简单罢了··这个没办法···iphone也用过····出了简单别的不知道怎么说·····系统的升级对iphone来说是很重要的····因为苹果毕竟才涉及手机领域···很多方面在手机操作上做的不是很好····所以只能通过升级系统解决···理念不错···出个硬件再不停的出软件······比N记几个月出了换壳产品强多了····但毕竟不足之处也有很多······看着用iphone的能用个蓝牙传个文件就开始心满意足的笑，出了粘贴复制就高兴到知足的时候··用Windows mobile的我也不知道该说点啥·····虽然iphone的游戏功能相比手机来说强点···但是和psp比起来··那也只是个娃·····没办法···一个手机····你能怎么样······不知道下一代iphone苹果会弄出个什么来····挑战掌机市场··苹果估计也只是个时间问题······唉············不怎么喜欢苹果···但是也没办法····强大·····不得不承认····

乱的要命····从头到尾没个重点·····自己评价了·····amen····

从10月20号开始就没有终止过的考试一直就这么延续到现在···周二3212的second midterm又要来了···上周结束了ITM系列4271的midterm算是把ITM的给过完了···结果上周二上3212的时候老师说到下周二又midterm的时候我差点喷血·······没看syllabus也不用这么整我吧···一周的安逸都没了···唉···无奈真的相当无奈····这周工商又出奔奔事件··就不知道这针强心剂有没有办法让我3212考高一点···2个chapter要看···15章说真的不是特别摸得着头脑····周末忙完了online的课算是少了点精神负担····现在利用仅存的一点周日时间看看ch6了···也算对得起Acct··恍恍惚惚了1周··不知道怎么回事···考试一来又把人从恍惚中拉回了现实了···抱着本大书就开始一顿啃···本子摆在了桌子的第二阶上·没键盘真的操作不方便···看着N多的表格···眼睛看花不说最要死的就是怕考试的时候表格上的数字抄错，那样算错的话我真的是哭到笑了要····手边的一个计算器陪了我十多年··电池貌似从来没换过···纳闷的同时比较欣赏当年卡西欧的质量··除了按键手感和屏幕显示的模式不怎么爽以外，别的都还能接受··至少计算结果还没出错过···我要求也不高··只要丫的考试的时候别给我算错什么都好说·····继续看书了···holy个看书···唉·····

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放弃了节奏升华了情感····and you say... "Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid... holy...雨天真不爽·····

昨天早上大早的起来·迷迷糊糊用手机上了一下校内··丫的····一加拿大同学爆料国内工商裸奔事件··整个人顿时清醒····看着这哥优美的身姿我那个无奈的····连工商同学的开放程度都已经赶超我几个次元级别了···上头版头条那是肯定的了···国内少的就是裸奔····就好象飞机少的就是失事一样··一次失事全球都知道····裸奔也一样···你奔它一奔··全国都知道····所以么···算来算去打小到现在裸奔就那几起·····太少了···物以稀为贵，裸奔一次···聚光灯就向你看齐！全国媒体也就自然而然蜂拥而至了···虽然你掌握了发言权··但是最后的效果如何真的就不是当事人能掌握的了的了··这个牺牲与所得的比例···估算不出来·····

昨晚找了个工商的同学了解了下情况···貌似学校里面也蛮轰动的··连辅导员都无语了····发了我段视频·····终于知道了裸奔的原因····抗议学校停电断网的早····在国外读书3，4年了····没有被学校管太多····想想国内的大学管制还像高中一样····虽然有了网络··但是断电断网的早···确实不咋地人道（不过我个人觉得···12点前应该睡觉了·····），不过话说回来学校一方面也是为同学着想，不过另一方面一定也有某种利益的驱使才会这么做，不然赚钱赚得欢才不会管那么多···只不过断电断的确实会让不少人郁闷····手机晚上充电，电脑晚上充电，外加N多电器都得等在晚上充电···你一断电···我丫明天开始过原始人的生活了···这个世道没了电那文明不倒退几百年你来问我·····本来想说奔哥精神可嘉但是方法欠妥的····但是现在想想他的做法是否极端我也没资格评论···因为不在那个环境中··如何才能掌握话语权我不清楚···这边的话找点人写个email有些事就搞定了··当然这边不会出那种啥的断电断网的事情····要是真的做到联名上书那也八成不是小事了·····所以么···最后只能说奔哥的勇气精神可鉴可嘉！至于需不需要让全球人民向奔哥看齐···那就仁者见仁智者见智了·····至少他有胆奔出第一步···在这个胆识上···我自认做不到······holy amen················

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今年Halloween竟然做起了community service·····不是我爱心满溢·····还不是那个啥学生会强制·····我就无奈啊················昨天下午4点50左右走的··去New hope church·····唉···基督教啥时候也兴Halloween了····无奈········然后进去就丫的开始安排工作·········都是游乐项目····最后我是在外面的充气场当起了security···外加church周围的security········拿了个小手电······晃悠晃悠的·····amen！！无奈····5点多没吃晚饭····这些事情要一直干到9点30····我就一顿吃糖呀······别的没有···就是糖多············差不多没事的时候在大厅里面玩玩照照小kids超级可爱的！找小璐帮忙画点东西在脸上····结果···被整成个那样·····最后还被高大威猛一顿鄙视·········无就无奈了····唉···这世道······老外的小孩很玩的开·····充气床那块地方拖了鞋子上去···光着脚下来以后不穿鞋子到处跑···跑一圈又爬上去·······尤其那俩肥墩···一家的··brother&sister丫的····开始还纳闷咋就2小孩都是墩位级别的呢···过一下爸妈来了··我靠···那“吨”位级别的当然生“墩”位级别的咯····蜘蛛侠，蝙蝠侠多的像饭····连vampire都有···4个小时精疲力尽以后终于可以吃饭了······结果挑了个大老远·····开了20多分钟才到的地方吃饭·····都怪我路盲···丫的···要是早知道那么远我才不去了····无奈··········吃好回家12点·······不过昨天改时令了··哈哈······12点变成11点咯··多了一小时··哈哈···貌似去great American的人都吓得半死·····不知道那么大了还有什么能吓我吓半死的······大不了带一瓶辣椒水··进鬼屋我就一顿乱喷么··看谁吓谁··今年是没机会的···改年好类··呵呵···

又是一年的Halloween了···第几次了？算算看啊···06，07，08，09···第四年的Halloween了···一直对Halloween没什么好感····除了疯狂的party以外感觉没别的了····记得刚来的时候那次Halloween出了枪击事件···之后每一年就提不起兴趣过节了····一大早煎了个鸡蛋，煎了两张“阿三”的千层饼喝了杯豆奶算是解决了早饭问题了··呵呵，随后搬着电脑和小懒人桌坐在阳台的躺椅上，这边感觉也开始降温了··一早上都是个大雾····湿气很重···有点小冷了···泡了杯咖啡就放在边上，准备开始把好久没改的那个作文给改了···现在雾散了一些···整个小院里面差不多散去了··但是远传的雾依旧浓的厉害···天上白蒙蒙的一片··吐口气也开始泛白了··呵呵··感觉怪怪的···有点力不从心···不过确实也没怎么很用心···唉···不知道了···笨呗········4门有期中的课考试完成了3门，成绩一般般··都还过得去····做人不能太贪心···够着A就行了···非得去争一个超高分什么的不是和自己过不去么····MGMT有点悬···下回努力一下····下周ITM4271也要期中了···忙的·····也不知道到底是喜欢quarter制的还是讨厌quarter制的···9/17回来的上了毛1个月的课···考试了······丫的！我就郁闷的···你说也太快了吧····但是想想也好···毕竟才1个月呀···涉及的单元不多···但是就这么一门一门的连着叫我觉得有点小不爽的····这神经松不下来的总是····电脑上的时间还是国内的···一直没有去改···现在1点45了··国内的Halloween看来也是结束了···呵呵····貌似杭州也开始降温了···周日周一最低气温都低于5度了··猪流感看来又要肆虐了·····唉··我们这代人···灾难经历了不少··除了磨练出点坦荡别的貌似没啥了···说要地震了就打个地震包放着···有非典了就整天八卦着···禽流感的时候干脆不吃鸡鸭蛋了···出了口蹄疫，疯牛病就开始减肥吃素了···现在猪流感来了打上一针又天不怕地不怕了···唉····真不知到灾难真的降临的时候还能不能那么坦荡·····貌似现在又说什么2012地球毁灭了·那我等着2012好了···我倒要看看玛雅人脑子是真搭错了还是假搭错了···本来今天晚上可以跟着ALP的新生去great American玩的···没办法····学生会要求做community service···晚上5点半到9点半···4个小时····整天服务人家···也没人服务下我们的····终于开了点太阳··心情跟着sunny了点···做点别的事情了·····Halloween的晚上做好community service希望能安单的回家吧··不要被吓得半死就好了······Amen··········

今天学校提供了H1N1流感疫苗的注射哈哈····考完试就去打了·····目前一切正常哈哈···没什么反应···估计明天啥事都不会有咯··哈哈····从今天起··我鄙视一下猪流感····丫的····害得人类不浅呀·····你来就是了··我不怕你！丫的！哈哈

midterm weeks…..God damn it…..get one more next week and the last one will be on that following week………..phuck………无奈···小抱怨一下·····生活还得继续的么··哈哈····还好online的课没有midterm···否则我真的要郁闷了····慢慢来吧···今天去DMV白跑一趟····无奈·········小样耍我啊····下周再去一趟······弄得我郁闷我就邮支票你了····DMV搞什么东西···12月才到期··那么早崔renewal干啥·····安但点吧··真是的····上周下雨下的我衣服白洗···相当的郁闷···唉···有失必有得么···就不知道啥时候得些什么了··呵呵····没必要什么事情都想不开·····没意思的···说要来也没来··昨晚貌似来了个小的···朋友叫我，我说啥感觉没有，倒头继续睡觉·······我丫的严阵以待那么多天了····不要真的感觉没事的时候来了···那我真的无语了····简直耍我不是么！

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4272第一个吹响了quiz的集结号，想必过几天4271的第一次quiz也会“如约而至”。不过3212的first midterm是板上钉钉的事情了，20号，过几天就是了。回想当初都是拿1k，2k课业的时候，那个也拼的厉害，早上8，9点的课尤其累人，5，6点起来走去教室看最后一个round，没办法呀，累是蛮累的。现在都是3k，4k的课业了，十月六号一过这学期5门课是算定下了，除非什么特殊情况出来那么下学期4门课结束之后就是毕业了。毕业了啊，当初记得06年9月17号踏上这片so called世界第一强国的土地，看着宽宽的高速公路，车轮上的国家的名号算是可见一斑了，随后1个ALP结束就进了大学应该是07年1月份的事情了，这么算来毕业用了3年2个月左右的时间吧，不算快，也不算慢吧，应该是个正常速度了。接下来的研究生就看这几个月的仗怎么打了，incoming是确实的呀，考试quiz外加零零散散的assignments都向炸弹一样掉下来了，想找个地方看看gmat难呀，不过真的想看也有时间的吧，觉得就是因为自己太懒了的，前几天一个感冒弄得什么都不想做了，还好都在周四到周日这几天，康复的差不多了就开始周一了呵呵，好多年没有感冒了呀，可惜没发烧，本来是H1N1的话那我连个疫苗都不需要去打了，现在学校还没的打，唉，随便吧，现在是没空纠结在疫苗上了，有了叫我一声就去打了。晚上又要去MTAP无奈，不是很想去啊，没办法BAP的要求，我就忍吧！等我进了每学期就见到我的时候那就是交会费的时候！丫的！别的时间我都不去了，不过也没时间了确实呵呵。Do you know what's worth fighting for When it's not worth dying for? Does it take you breath away And you feel yourself suffocating? Does the pain weight out the pride? And you look for a place to hide? Does someone break your heart inside?这些问题能答了那应该都是看清楚的时候了。先去把online的assignment做了再说了